A petty argument suddenly gone bad
a yell, a thud, a risen hand- the tears fall down
a rush of pain-not knowing if one can feel whole again
emotions flowing through my eyes and down my cheeks unsatisfied
another comes and stands blindly there, so unaware of my anguish and despair
a shuddering breath and the rhythmic flow of the pen
soft trembling full of self doubt, what is this life really all about?
As I stare at the page and watch my story unfold through watery eyes my soul grows old
I cant believe this happened to me….We seemed a happy family…And yet, we are...
why should I cry I mean its not enough to die, Yet maybe if I run away…then everything will be ok
but if I try it wont suffice- I’ll still be held in this tormenting vice-And now as my last tears start to dry I ask was it worth it to cry? But I won’t let the enemy win-for to do so would be a sin
I guess I will just move forward then and pray that this will never happen again.
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Internal Struggle (written after I read a book)
Posted by Ally F at 1:37 PM
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What book is this? It sounds interesting if it elicits this kind of emotion from you.
Umm I forgot what it was called, but a girl has been searching for her dad, she finally finds him & is happy b/c he seems to be a perfect gentleman, but he ends up being phsyco and hurts the family
Omg I remember you telling me about that book. Try to remember the name. I really want to read it. Really REALLY good poem though. Really touching and emotional =)
Ally, this is incredible, some of the lines rly touched me, and they are true about life also... You're rly getting good with words, I honestly ENJOYED reading this, ur awesome!!!
ur biffle~G XD
I dig it!!! This is what happens when you go with your feelings.
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